It’s no secret that I suck at blogging. I am not a very good writer. I also seem to lose interest very quickly when life starts getting busy. As soon as I need to do a little research about a problem I’m looking to solve, I find myself back here.
I guess I’m back for now. For how long I don’t know. I guess if I stick around long enough it will become a habit. I haven’t picked up a lot of habits lately, so thay might be a long shot as well.
Why am I back this time? Marriage. My bachelor era is coming to an end. Only two more weeks left. I’ve been smoking so much marijuana the past couple of months I’ve been in a constant high. My fiancé knows I smoke weed, she joins me occasionally, I just don’t tell her how much I smoke. It’s a sort of don’t ask don’t tell sort of thing. I’m just smoking as much as I can now cause I know once we live together I will probably only smoke once every other weekend otherwise she will think I have a problem. That’s the only thing I think I will really miss about being a bachelor.
Anyway, I lost the plot there a bit. The reason why I’m back is cause our pastor told us we should be reading up on marriage to help with our marriage. So I followed the the terms “relationships” and “marriage” for a while on Flipboard and shared some articles with my fiancé if I liked it. Later I felt the articles were a bit shit. Same magazines giving the same advice. It’s always a list. 5 signs that your sex is bad. 7 reasons to clean. 10 things this and 4 things that.
So I wanted something a little more personal I guess. Stories from men who are actually in a bad marriage or difficult sitautions and not articles from therapists who wrote an article in Psychology Today.
I will also try to share my own stories and frustrations. Maybe not to get some more readers/followers but as a diary that I can one day reflect back upon and maybe learn from my experiences.
So here we go again. I’m a blogger again.
Thanks for reading.